Thought of the Day-June 16th, 2009

Feelings and Emotions

I have been avoiding posting this information, but it seems unavoidable at this point. I truly believe that sometimes we have not because we ask not.

I am all in my feelings and emotions today and I know

not to make any decisions when I am in this place.

I feel isolated and alone. I am sick, some of my

illness has gotten better, and other parts have

seem to have gotten worse to me. I just feel so

physically ill that I don't want to do anything.

I have been fighting a UTI, Yeast Infection and Clostridium Difficile Colitus

Fortunately I believe that the first two have past and I still struggle with the last.

I so wanted to go to be with everyone at the skate party last night.

My husband thought it best that I not over-exert myself. So at

home with him as usual just resting.

I go back to see Dr. Pineda today the GI specialist. And I am

so excited that my husband will be going with me. Also my Father called me

for the first time on Sunday, he called me, I did not have to call him.

Just that alone brought tears to my eyes.

I have been feeling very needy here lately. I miss my friends and I

am not sure how many I really have, because I haven't seen them in

at least a week. I need some girl time, but I don't have the

energy to do much. I am doing everything I can to fake it

until I make it at the office.

I want my mom to come see me, but she has not come yet.

I am still waiting. It is my grandmothers birthday on Saturday

and I hope to be well enough to travel.

So today my friends, I ask that you continue to pray.

And a special thank you to the Feed the Community Team. What

an awesome job, one monkey does not stop any show, so

I praise god for you all.

Also a special shout out to the Usher Board who sent me a

beautiful card yesterday.

Continue to pray my strength in the Lord. I will praise the Lord

regardless of what aliment attacks my body. You can't take my mind, my spirit or my soul,

all belong to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. The Author and finisher of my Faith.

They that wait upon the Lord, shall renew their strength,

They shall run and not get weary, walk and not faint....