What Shackled are holding you captive

What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase? By no means! We died to sin; how can we live in it any longer…For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body of sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves to sin… In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus. — Romans 6:1-2, 6, 11

Am I sinning when my faith wavers? Am I sinning when I can't speak life to myself?

Am I sinning when I am stubborn? Am I sinning?

I think of the statement or saying, O ye of little Faith.

I am amazed I had Great Faith and Great Peace as I was going through

my procedure that everything would be fine.

The Dr. told me that everything looked good, but

that there would be a follow up next week.

I get a phone call yesterday from the Dr. that everything is not fine

and that I have an infection in my body.

An infection that is treatable, but I did not listen to

or Thank God for that news, I decided

to jump ship and become hysterical.

I returned ever so quickly to ye of little faith. I did not want to be encouraged.

I wanted to sit in pity that once again I have received a diagnosis

that was attacking my body. I allowed it to attack my mind.

I sinned by allowing the devil to talk to me and temporarily believing

the lie.

I am sorry Lord, I am sorry my friends for jumping in that pothole

and pulling the lid on my Faith.

So I am out of the darkness today and walking in the light.

Dwelling in the presence of the Lord and continuing to walk in

Grace and Mercy.

I will endure the medication and treatment with my head held high.

I will speak life to my self and seek the Lord for myself.

I will walk and not stumble, I will run and not get weary.

I will call upon the Lord.

His GRACE IS SUFFICIENT!

I am no longer held captive by my mind, by my circumstances.

HIS GRACE IS SUFFICIENT!